ThiS Is WhErE i BeLoNg...

2003-09-24T23:32:00.000+08:00

hi hi
5weeks more till o levels liaoz... though live is turning more to e normal side without u... but still at nite miss u alittle... yup.. i came to senses and found out that i was the one instead.. the one who took u forgranted... take care of ya life ahead ok? promise to keep straight and also sorry for letting u have soo many bad memories with me... really sorry... keep in touch okie? hope u find a nice gentleman and stay happy with him.. i know i have no more hopes.. and i dont hope... but u will always be in my mind.. and that part of u in my heart will not be easily replaced... i onced love u.. and still do abit.. but its past for u liaoz... take care.. miss steffy... miss u always... frds forever k? dont dao me like e stranger ...

SaM

2003-09-22T20:04:00.000+08:00

hi
yup as usual i called u today.. cos i read ya blog.. missed u again as usual after reading ya blog.. therefore didnt go to sch... but i guess it takes time... called u just wanting to find out wat happened.. but i know its something that u wont wanna tell a frd like me anymore.. thats y i decided not to prob...

Steff all i hope is that u where happy with me in our relation previously... i dont wan u to think that relations r lousy k? u can think that relations r lousy with me.. but not with others k? and that REAL LOVE DO EXIST kk... cause i had always love u.. even till today i still feel abit...

I know u r very independent and can take care of yourself.... but if any probs feel free to call me or contact me k?... its always that i contact u ever since we broke up...

plz study hard kk must remember that anyone can steal away everything frm u.. but except ya knowledge...

actually today i wanted to call u to ask u whether u remember wat day would it be on SAT... but i guess u forgotten liao.. hope u still continue to read this blog... if maybe in e future when u r back in SG call me okie? even on e holiday also can... my hp number will never change... take care okie? i know i am in no position to take care or feel concern for u.. but i wish i had the privilege to do so... =)

SaM

2003-09-17T00:00:00.000+08:00

hi hi...
today i had maths tuition.. as usual my frd would come to my house to join me... i find that my maths is improving liao hehe....

though i hardly miss u but now.. i only miss u at nite liaoz... not as much as last time...
haiz haha thought back about last time.. i know i was a lousy bf.. never teng u... all me wanted was a chance to pay u back all e baddie things i did to hurt u... but i wasnt given a chance too.. onli had a chance to be with u.. but hardly get to talk or go out with u... though i wanted too... hmm... hope u doing well now... will maybe call u once a mth or wat loh... trying me best to forget u hehe... anyways study hard hard k? me trying to pass me maths so i can go poly... will be joining my mum and most probably n my sis to Aust at the end of e year... my mum ask me go to breathe some fresh air haha cos she see me sooo hard up everyday cant slp and all cos thinking too hard abt u... but now not soo bad liao.. but maybe its good to take in some fresh air.. cos SG no fresh air at all hehe onli got smelly ones haha... oh got one nice smell that is ya hair hehe no lar just joking okie .. hmm gtg bath liao... than watch soccer haha..

oh ya!! i change me hp liao... though not very good.. its 6610.. but i dl the tones and logos till $69 my dad was wondering wat was that hahah but anyways good luck to ya studies k? nitezZz

2003-09-16T03:40:00.000+08:00

ok lastly for today... though i know u made the rite choice to leave me cos i am ugly and lowly educated.. as i know pple frm better schs and look much better than me looking forward to jio u... but i know if i where given the chance to prove to u that my love is the deepest for u... haiz but anyways i know i am just dreaming.... anyways yup.. see that u r happy without me glad to hear that... take care k though i not with u.. but i worried abt ya studies too... promise me dont overwork yourself.. and study sometimes k? just listen to me once... thats all... account it on being with u 2 yrs okie?

take care...

2003-09-15T22:38:00.000+08:00

hi againz
hmm... dunnoe lar... but i know u trying to prove to me that without me u can still go on very happily... but u know without u i cant... dunno y... i just think of u too much liaoz... thought i can forget u easily.. but i was wrong... haiz never understand y we cant click... though we broken up.. but i still hoping for e day that u will come back to me.. but i know it will never happen... steffy.. i really cant go on without u... i still thinking of e days we where together happily... those days that i fetch u frm bc... those days we go red sea buy fish together... also go bishan buy fighting fish together...and those days where we go bugis to shop.. wat abt our first anniversary at marina? u still remember? i missed u....but i know love cant be forced... anyways if one day u miss me or think of me... plz plz come back to me... i cant be the perfect man for u... but i can try to change myself to be.. remember last time u say i am ya perfect man... and that i cannot leave u or else u will chop of me legs..... i missed those days... i really loved u v much... but who knows... the person who once loved me... has changed alot now... v sad... still hoping.... though hope is comfortable.. but most of e time unreal...

2003-09-15T22:00:00.000+08:00

hi =)
i went to watch privates of e carribiean with my frds last tues...than i looked left and rite... but u wont there... i was sad... nearly teared... miss u lots...today i just got back my exam papers.. passed my eng paper 2 haha 25/50... and my chi paper 2 got 38/80... not very happy but good enough for me haha...anyway just hope my maths can go thru this time...
Ytd i thought of u.... couldnt slp till 5 am... had to wake up at 8+am this morning... i know it is impossible for us to be together liaoz... i know u have forgotten abt me almost fully and gotten back to ya own life... i just miss u lots and lots... though i know u might be thinking of someone else instead of me liaoz... but i kinda accept the fact that in life.. u cant always get wat u want... hope i can get over u soon... its been 2 yrs thats y i find it v hard.... hope u have thoughts of me at times.. do call me when u r free to chit chat... will miss u always..

2003-09-11T23:22:00.000+08:00

oh.. last few things... actally i didnt think of u for this past one week too.. maybe abt one day or two... than dont have liao... think i am getting over u liaoz..till i read ya blog..... and one last thing dont use U when u wanna talk abt me in ya blog.. because.. i might assume... just use ming or something k...and lastly.. u can dont want everything i gave u... but promise me... u wont forget me... or the good memories we had together when we where together... thankz i dont wanna think of u anymore help me get over all this k.....becuase to me.. this is the last chapter of a book liaoz... nitez

2003-09-11T23:16:00.000+08:00

hi..
yup... dont know y i still called u ytd.. because i was curious whether u missed me.. so i asked my frd jh and he advised me to read ya blog... and when i saw it.. i thought u would talking abt me... (on e lower portion) so i called u in cursiousity.. but who knows.. to my saddness its not me... haha but i know lar.. u never will love me againz... wats over is over.. so dont tell me i got 10% chance of hope of getting u back when there isnt any k? i was very sad not because u left me but because u told me u can get over me and start a new relation within a mths time... that made me feel that within all that time when i was with u... i wasnt treasured... thats y i was sad.. but i will try not to read ya blog... cos i know everytime i read it.. i will think of u... take care and study hard... me suggest u form a study grp with ya pri sch frds also can.. dont keep wanting to beat them in ya studies la haha work hard together and do well together k... nitez...

2003-09-01T00:46:00.000+08:00

ya... but now i kinda accept it already... u take care too k? promise me u wont go astray and will study hard... try passing all ya exams first ok? but i really didnt know it will end so soon... wanted to watch freaky friday with u next week... haha but i guess that will never happen liaoz... take care... sAmzZz

2003-08-31T23:37:00.000+08:00

ytd was the day i would never ever forget too... today i was very sad... cried... hope u will read this...but i really still hope that maybe one day we can be back together like last time...so sweet and close to each other... i know its kinda impossible already...but if that day really comes.. dont forget to call me i will always be there for u... no matter wat happens... as usual like when i was ya ming ming... everytime when u needed me i will be there for u... take care... dont everyday go out late late... remember to study hard...hope that one day i can cal u dear once againz.... tomorrow i got prelimz liao... hope i can cope.. good nitez

2003-08-25T23:49:00.000+08:00

hmm... Steffy called me today but we hardly talked... its ok cos i saw her the whole day liao.. but i wished that if everyday was like how we spent our time today... than my life would be v wonderful liao hehe

2003-08-25T18:15:00.000+08:00

Just met my Steffy today...We had a very fun time... made me feel that all my worries where gone frm this world... really love her alot... dear today i say the sad sad thing is not true... have to say sorry to u for making u hp because i was abit in a mood swing...hope whatever u say to me today is true... at least i feel more secure abt our relation liao... i promise i will study hard for my prelims and try me best to pass for u to see k? muackz...promise me if i pass u celebrate with me k? next week my prelims liao.. its frm 1-5sep... than i think after that got one week of holis...i promise i wont slag... muackzzz...Dear u must study hard too k???
today was really v fun.. at least u dont feel nc...and that is one impt thing...help me with me blog later k? hehe just now no time la haha muackz love u 4ever...

2003-08-22T23:45:00.000+08:00

Just... abt 15mins ago.. Steffy came back to her house and called me to chat... as i expected our date is cancelled and changed to next week...i understand cos shes v busy nowadays so busy that even her own stuff she has no time to do..even if she didnt change our date.. i would tell her that i wanna change too.. cos if we watched movies on the weekend.. there would be lots of pple and i know she wont feel good when there r lots of pple around when we r together...

than she told me she will give me both Mon n Wed... when i heard that she gave me two days.. i was delighted n also abit disappointed... because she said it in a tone that is like being forced to go out with me... hmm.. but again i think she is just too tired tonight so maybe wat i think is no true....anyway next week will be our anniversary liao... so fast... 2yrs and 2mths liaoz... hope on Wed we both will have a good time... Maybe we might go to a posh restaurant for dinner? i not so sure though... but i know on Wed it will be rather rush... because on Thurs she needs to go to sch therefore she sure wanna go home n rest... but anyways... as long as i get to meet her i am happy already i dont ask for more... hope she knows how much this guy here loves her... and how much she means to him... haha.. but i know she loves me alot too because she still cares for my feelings.. and concerned abt my feelings for her... though she hardly say it out but i can sense it... love u always dear....thats it for now good nitez...

2003-08-22T22:51:00.000+08:00

ytd nitez talk to my dear... showed her my blog... she say i advertised her... =( i thought i wanted to be sweet.... but .... hmmm... maybe i am losing my touch....anyways today my frds came to my house to play.. therefore i switched my tuition time to Mon... v worried exams r very near... i think its really time to get down and study liaoz...today Steffy said she will be back late... even till now she hasnt called me... our date has changed frm SUN to SAT cos she dont have time on SUN... and guess wat... she prefers to eat instead of me buying her the bear(her fav)... thought she loves them lots haha but nvm... its cheaper to eat haha... not say i cheapo but if thats wat she wans... but recently for this few mths... there where lots of upz and downz in my relation... though sometimes i really dont even know wat my gf wans.. sometimes i dont even know if she wans to go out with me or not... i know sometimes she really wans too... but sometimes she doesnt... and choose to go out with me cos i wanna go out... i missed those ddays when we were v close dear... those days that i know that u where there for me when i needed u... those days that when we go out... i know u r willing and happy to go out with me...

LovE U FoReVeR...

2003-08-21T16:32:00.000+08:00

21 Aug 03...

Exams coming... trying to get myself to study.. but as u know me.. i am the well-known mr lazy haha...ytd my Steffy was slpy and went to slp early... i think she is kinda bored of me liaoz.... thats y i am trying mi best to make her happy... will be bringing her to buy her fav forever frds bear on SUN.. though i not much pm left..
but as long as i see her smilling cute face... my heart turns soft... though i know the happiness she shows me is for awhile... but i know within that moment she is really happy.. and that makes me happy too :)
hehe lao po ah lao po... must study k? me not naggie but i just wan u to do well :) and also i am so happy that i can meet her on SUN to watch a movie...we cant meet the WHOLE of this week cos she is v busy nowadays... darling Steffy mi will always wait for u to come back to mi heart k? i promise i will study hard k? (though i mr lazy hehe) k will stop here... see ya...

2003-08-13T16:03:00.000+08:00